Everything in this world is interconnected... no matter is in band playing music , having BGR , studies , friends or even family...
how u gonna treat it will affect everything.... that will sacrifices have to be made somehow and somewhere...
Having some sharing with my senior and teacher today and saying about o level and also relationship and band....
Student intend to miss out some part of their life after having a section of it successful....
Everyone having a mindset that things will go naturally without having second that actually studies will be the one linking to our future.... People who didnt balance the way out will be left straight down facing the ground and need to stand up from that old spot...
Lots of courage, motivation and also confidence is needed before striving for it...
That doesnt mean they cant make it or is tough... Nothing is tough if you DARE to let go and the mindset focusing on it....
Many teacher and parent keep reminding us not to have relationship during secondary school life...
It is true... but over protective will cause something negative...
Many ups and downs ... if we face it during that period of time and found a breakthrough ....
We will gain even they are failure.... but if choose to avoid or even hiding from the truth.... You will never get out from that prison of your heart...
open your heart and allow it to flow.... no matter wat the taste it is... face it with confident....
Jiayou...

Gonna be a brand new post for this blog...
I feel that actually you still have feeling on me ... just that the word too harsh and cant take back anymore....
I just feel that way... or i just think too much...
1 year and 1 week... You seem to be forgotten and letting go everything and treat as nothing have happen....
Maybe that is a waste of time to make it a hate or what so ever.... but that smile on your face in sch....
Doesnt look 100% but more of hiding away from truth or even show that u are more happy after break up...
Ya... i am judging you... that maybe what you think.... but this is wat i feel...
Is it right or wrong ... u know better than i do...
i keep on telling myself that you dont tell me the reason and ignoring  me is all for me...
Because u still care and does not want to add in more stress on me.... that is really very sweet of you...
but this are all my imagination.... i dunno anything about the truth behind the big picture...
thanks for endure me for so long... it make sound very contradict... but what i am saying now are word from the bottom of my hearts... i will still wait.... this broke up i treating it as a test.... will this test pass or fail.... will be another question....
I blindly hope that you will speak to me tomorrow... a simple greeting or a word " jia you"  i will feel contented... that song i wrote is gonna be the melody for me now.... haha... another day pass ...